The Meaning of Life

What is the meaning of life? Assignments and deadlines? These times are even worse than the toughest working hours that I've ever had. Three subjects, totally new, without prior background, not enough time to get familarised. How to find the strength and discipline to carry on? Argh! Help me!

Today marks the end of deadline week, and is also when I had slept the longest for a long long time. There is a deadline every day of the week for many different subjects. Compiler project and paper discussion, Machine Learning, Artificial Intelligence. Not to mention having to go back to camp for pre ICT briefing, and my deferment is still pending after 3 months! I want to stay in the SMA program, but if I am forced to go for the ICT, I'd definitely fail the program. Just hope my CO would get around to processing my deferment soon enough.

Kudos to classmates who have been patient and helpful, without you, I would not have made it this far. You know who you are! Thanks to all the good friends who have been supportive and encouraging. Apologies to the people I have neglected, I feel really bad, and I hope to make it up.
Some tell me to be more modest, some tell me I should love myself more. Looking back, it's all the same, just that people are looking at me from different perspectives. I'm a confused man.